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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

My Tears

My tears flow inside and out

will it ever stop?
I feel more and more guilt
as each day goes by,
for all the pain and hurt I have caused.

My tears will flow
and I can't stop it.
Will I ever get forgiveness?
Will I ever forgive myself?
How do I stop the hurt?

I've learned from my mistakes
but does that matter anymore?
My tears are flowing all the time
sometimes out
but mostly in.
I just want the tears to stop!
I'm so sorry for hurting you.

7 comments:

Speedcat Hollydale said...

Passionate poem, very vivid.

Are you using real emotions to write?? In any case, well done.

Michelle said...

Hey Eric,
Yes that is real emotion, I wrote it as it came to me at that moment. This is the first poem I have written in years. Thanks for stopping by.

Busy Bee Suz said...

A beautiful poem. sad. but beautiful.
I wish you were not sad. I hope it passes and quickly.
chin up. smile. open your heart to good.
now, go have a good day. darnit.
:)
Suz

Amel said...

I once read something in Our Daily Bread. One person is struggling with guilt...a friend of his said to him, "Who are you that you think you're not supposed to forgive yourself? If you've asked God for forgiveness and you still feel guilty, then it's as though you think you're more than God Himself. God has forgiven you, so you should forgive yourself."

That's what I read and it really hit me at that time. :-)))) God's grace is overflowing...

Anyway, I'm babbling. This is such an emotional poem indeed. BIG HUGS!!!

Speedcat Hollydale said...

Amel's Realm said some words of wisdom. Excellent!!

Kathy Feightner said...

Very nice poem, You should write a book

Michelle said...

Hey Suz ,
Thank you for the comment. My tears are from depression hopefully I get it under control.

Amel,
Thank you for the wonderful words. I am forgiving myself slowly.

Kathy,
Thanks for the comment. but I'm not so good at the book thing. I'll keep it in mind though.