Random Thoughts

Where & what I've been doing latley is playing on 2 of my favorite websites Cafemom & Pogo. I'm so addicted to these websites. Cafemom is a website for mom's with several different types of groups to participate in or just blog. I have several wonderful friends from all over on this site. (Blogger is still top of my list also) . Pogo is a place to play all kinds of games. They have free games and a membership where you get no intermissions and weekly challenges for badges on the games.

Yesterday I cleaned the living room and did laundry. The only thing is to clean and I mean pull out furniture and such (spring clean) I have to piss myself off. Go figure. I tend to to my best cleaning that way. All I can think of is that it stems back to my mom. I would get angry at her or just angry in general and instead of punching walls like I used to do( still do on occassions) I would clean. Now if I want to really clean up I can piss myself off at will to do it. Well I managed this yesterday but I was trying to distract myself from our situation. I can't help but be scared.

On another note this past friday I had a Mardi Gras themed Partylite party. I got beads for everyone, made a chicken cheeseball, got some cookies and made my first King Cake. Then only 3 people showed up (I wasn't surprised). Those of us that were there had fun.
This is a pic of the king cake I made. LOL . Anyway it's been a busy and stressful week. Tell you more later on.