Music Monday --- Eric Clapton

This is dedicated to Suzanne.

Eric Clapton --- Tears In Heaven

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Suzanne Horne's Obituary

I got this from Cliff's blog.

This is taken from the Meridian Star Website

Jeri Suzanne Horne


Jeri Suzanne Horne Services for Jeri Suzanne Horne will be held Tuesday at 2 p.m. at James F. Webb Funeral Home Chapel with the Revs. Joseph Hallman, and Dennis Marks officiating. Burial will be in Pine Springs Southern Methodist Church Cemetery. Mrs. Horne, 42, of Meridian, died Wednesday, December 24, 2008, at her residence. She was employed as a hairdresser. Survivors include her parents, Jerry and Betty White of Meridian, daughter, Isabella Horne of Meridian, son, Campbell Horne of Meridian, brother, Greg White and Ronna of Davie, Fla., niece, Madelyn White of Davie. Visitation will be Monday, 5p.m.-7 p.m. at the funeral home. Pallbearers will be Barry Murphy, Mike Grant, David Medlin, Bo Pierce, Richard Daniel, and Bryan Culpepper.

Click here to to the guestbook for Suzanne

Suicide is not an anwser

Now I will admit that I wanted to commit suicide this past summer and I even tried but thank God my hubby Randy stopped me. I also thought about my kid and I changed my mind. I could not leave them behind. I could not do to them what my mom had tried to do so many times. I physically stopped my mom from committing suicide as a teenager. I found all of her pills and through tem in the backyard and called over family to help me. My mom tried to break my hand to get pills from me. This happened more than once, on another occasion after I was moved out and married she threatened suicide. I went to her house and fought with her to get her to stop. Inmy mom's case she was trying get help but always thought she had to threaten suicide to get it. I made a bold move and threw pills at her and told her to take them. I told her go for it and quit talking about doing it. I then told her that if she wanted to do itshe wouldn't have called my dad or me or othres to us she was going to do it. It totally surprised her. On a couple of ther occassions I got phone calls from friends of hers stating that she was threatening suicide again. So I called the local police department and sen them to her house.
One thing I have learned from my experience with suicide attempts you don't tell anyone and just do it. I also learned that it does not solve anything. Now why am I talking about such a dire subject. Well one reason is to come to terms with my past for my attempt and my mom's (who died of an accidental overdose), but to get out that suicide isn't an anwser. The tough times do go away and the pain eventually fades. It takes time and patience and counseling if needed. Call a friend or family member you trust to talk to. Just please don't do it.

Sad News

I just found out via Cliff's blog that a mutual blogging buddy of ours passed away on Christmas Eve. Liquid Illuzion aka Suzanne will be dearly missed. God Speed my dear friend. I didn't know you long but you will be missed.

Christmas lights@ the Park

Randy & I took our daughter Faith to see the Christmas lights at a local park. Every year different schools and companies decorate some of the shleters in the park for Christmas. Here are some of the pictures I got of my favorite ones.

The last picture was moving lights to music. Below is the video I shot but I wasn't able to get the sound with it.

Music Monday-- NKOTB

I used to listen to the New Kids On The Block as a kid so I have decided to put up one of their Christmas songs for this weeks Music Monday.

Merry Christmas to you all in bloggerland.

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