Where to start, over the last month I made a lot of horrible decisons that I am trying to fix now. First I lied to my hubby about several things which I normally wouldn't have done. First I lies to him about a lot of my finances. Instead of asking for help or guidance, I kept it from him. I would tell him I paid something for example my credit cards, when I didn't. I also flirted online with 4 guys and sent them wrong pics (ones that should have been between him & I only) to these guys. I was acting as someone I didn't even recognize and I did it all behind his back. Now Randy and I are slowly working things out and I'm slowly getting back to my old self. I have apologized over & over again and we have been talking things out. everything is out in the open now so we can work things out. and God Bless friends like Sindi ,Life is a Rollercoaster. She has listened to Randy and I at seperate times from each other and has helped the best she can. Sindi has done this in a neutral way and I can't begin to explain what her friendship means to me and what a blessing she is to have around. I absolutly love my hubby and I dislike the way I treated him. I hope someday to be forgiven for my mistakes by him and by the Lord. I feel so blessed to have him and my family and friends. I really missed having my conversations with you all. Here soon is my dad's D-Day as I like to call it and I'm trying to put together a tribute to him for that day.
To end this on a good note I got a new job today. I go to orientation Monday for the new job. I will work 6 am to 6pm at Sony (DADC). 4 on 4 off. and I'll be making only 20cents less than I did at the EBBS. Love to all. God Bless!
Feel Free to Sign My Guestbook at the Bottom of my Page.
Friday, September 19, 2008
What a fool I was.....
Posted by Michelle at 10:19 PM
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
4 comments:
GLAD to hear that you and Randy are working things out. Hope everything gets better and better.
HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYY for your new job!!! God's providence is really amazing!!!! I'm SO HAPPY for you!!!!!!!!
And yes, we all need WONDERFUL friends like Sindi. They're God's angels on earth. :-))))
Thanks Amel Its a slow processbut getting better daily.
Well, as long as it's getting better, then I'm happy for you. GO, girl!!! :-))))
I wish the best for you. If your relationship is based on love, the trust will return along with forgiveness. Funny thing about human beings is we all make mistakes, and we know as Christians, we all have sinned. But we serve a loving God who is willing to forgive us of our sins.
I think you will work things out, but you have to work them out together.
Post a Comment