What's been going on.....

Well where do I start, a lot has been going with me lately and not all of it good. My emotions are still up in a whirlwind but i think I am strating to get control somewhat. I guess I'll start with my job situation. I quit the E.B.B.S (evil big box store) otherwise known as Wal~Mart. I pointed out and was given the choice to choose between my job and my family, as you can tell I chose my family. I didn't work for 3 weeks but I got a part time job through a temp. service on our local college campus in the commons at Einstein Brothers Bagels. I miss the pay but the stress is gone in a sense that I don't stress out because of my job now I stress out over the bills. My hubby is trying to pay all the bills and I'm trying to do what I can but I need a better job. I feel so guilty over this because I caused a lot of financial trouble with my credit cards and paying bills late and other things like that. I got stupid with the finances on my part because of my grieving over my parents and I made several bad decisons, and now I'm trying to fix it.

Also over the last 2 weeks started going back to church. I still struggle with my faith but I hope to get back on the right path. I attend Centenary United Methodist Church. I was amazed at how long I didn't go that I was welcomed as if I never left. (it's been approx. 1 year since I attended). I did notice that while at the church service I felt a peace that i hadn't felt in a long time. Maybe I do need to go and maybe I will find my way back from all the pain over the last few years. Here are photos of the inside of the church I attend .

Finally for this post my son Gage started playing for the 6th grade football team. He is number 53. He plays wide reciever and tight end. Here are pics of him and his team .