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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

My Tears

My tears flow inside and out

will it ever stop?
I feel more and more guilt
as each day goes by,
for all the pain and hurt I have caused.

My tears will flow
and I can't stop it.
Will I ever get forgiveness?
Will I ever forgive myself?
How do I stop the hurt?

I've learned from my mistakes
but does that matter anymore?
My tears are flowing all the time
sometimes out
but mostly in.
I just want the tears to stop!
I'm so sorry for hurting you.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Music Monday --- Scorpions

Music Monday-- Scorpions "Wind of Change"

I loved this song since it came out.


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Thursday, January 8, 2009

Possy

We have gained a neighbors cat. She cracks us up and yes we told the neighbors that we have her. They don't seem to mind. She followed our daughter and me inside one day when it was cold and she hasn't left. The cat's name is Possy. She is real loveable and no matter what our kids do to her she lets them. She will go to the door to outside and scratch the door to come back in. We got her some food and a litter box so now she stays in more than she is out. She plays, eats sleeps and loves her belly rubbed. Possy is starting to become part of our family. I finally asked the neighbor how they came up with her name and they said that she looked like a oppossum when she was born. I actually think she is good for me with my fight against my depression. I guess there is something about us that she likes. Before she came inside she would sleep on our porch when it rained or snowed or she would get through the open window of randy's car or my car and sleep. Possy definately has a personality of her own. Here's a couple of pictures I managed to get of her.


Monday, January 5, 2009

2009 Awards

My Awards for 2009

Given to me from Cliff of Wixy's Gone Bananas Jan/09

(This is actually for 2008 but because of losing a fellow blogger it was postponed till Jan.)









Awarded to me By Randy of the Way I See It


and from Jeremy of Personal Thoughts/ Observations from N Ky





Given to me from Trinity of Rooms of My Heart 2/5/09

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Music Monday -- Harry Chapin

Music Monday ---- Harry Chapin ---> Cat's in the Cradle

I have always loved this song and this is one of the songs I played for my dad in dedication of his relationship with my 2 half sister's and half brother.







Lyrics

My child arrived just the other day
He came to the world in the usual way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay
He learned to walk while I was away
And he was talkin' 'fore I knew it, and as he grew
He'd say "I'm gonna be like you dad
You know I'm gonna be like you"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home dad?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

My son turned ten just the other day
He said, "Thanks for the ball, Dad, come on let's play
Can you teach me to throw",
I said "Not todayI got a lot to do", he said, "That's ok"
And he walked away but his smile never dimmed
And said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah
You know I'm gonna be like him"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moonWhen you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

Well, he came home from college just the other day
So much like a man
I just had to say"Son, I'm proud of you, can you sit for a while?
He shook his head and said with a smile
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys
See you later, can I have them please?"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

I've long since retired, my son's moved away
I called him up just the other day
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind"
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I can find the time
You see my new job's a hassle and kids have the flu
But it's sure nice talking to you, Dad
It's been sure nice talking to you"
And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me
He'd grown up just like me
My boy was just like me

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then



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I got a Top Banana Award


Today I recieved a Top Banana Award from Cliff at WIXY's Gone Bananas.

Here's what he had to say

"The Escape From Wal Mart Top Banana goes to Michelle Dawn, of Rusin's Roundup fame. Yes I'm awarding a former Evil Big Box Store(tm) employee. Then again, so am I, and so is Mrs74. Michelle Dawn shows a very artistic flair and is a good cook."

I want to thank you so much for this award. It just made my day.