4 x 4 Meme

I was tagged for this by Busy Bee Suz for this Meme. I love the easy ones and I have been bad lately at doing them. So here goes.

Here are the rules:

1. Choose the 4th folder where you store your pictures on your computer.

2. Select the 4th picture in the folder.

3. Explain the picture.

4. Tag 4 people to do the same.

In this picture is my now four year old daughter Faith at a health fair at a local college getting to play a surgeon. She got to surgically remove a tootsie roll from the mannequin patient. She also got to do a laproscopic surgery too. She had so much fun that day. This has to be one of my favorite pictures of her. (This was taken last fall around August I think).

I will tag the following

1. Amel of Amel's Realm

2. Shelley of Building A Log Cabin

3. Eric of Speedcat Hollydale

4. Bella of Ciao Bella

W.T.C

Wordless Chicken Tuesday

I'm doing this just once for Speedy I found this pic online and I thought it was funny and cute.

Post # 250 Award for My Buddies.

I never thought I would have 250 posts already. I didn't post for a few monthes but when I came back all of you were still there with welcoming comments and encouragement and I thank you all so much. So for this post I have created the Through Thick and Thin Award This goes to all of my blogging friends who have stood by me no matter how negative or positive I get on my blog and that means so much to me.

The following bloggers will recieve this award for the reasons I gave above.

1. Randy of The Way I See It (My Hubby)

You are the most deserving of this because you have been with me through everything and I Love You for that.

2. Cliff of WIXYs Gone Bananas

Cliff has been a great resource of humor and advice or just positive hang in there comments.

3. Eric of Speedcat Hollydale

Eric has the best humor I have ever seen and I always look forward to his posts especially when I need a pick me up

4. Amel of Amel's Realm

Amel is one of the best blogging friends you could ever meet. I love her positive attitude.

5. Trinity of Rooms of my Heart

Trinity is also another of the best blogging friends and I envy her imagination.

6. Genevieve of Spit Happens

I just recently met Genevieve but she has such a wonderful talent and outlook on life despite her medical situation.

7. Kathy of Kathy's Klavier

Kathy is a great person and I really love her musical talent.

8.Daszzle of Something to Smile About

Daszzle went missing in Action too but came back and We are still there for each other. Check out her page if haven't already she has a wonderful intelligent insight to life.

9. Graham of One Man's Travel Blog

Graham always has a positive comment for everyone and I really enjoyed the photo challenges from him because it was a great way to work on my photography.

10. anyone else on my blogroll is also awarded this I just have to many to pull up each and every person.

Again I thank you all for listening and reading my thoughts.

My Tears

My tears flow inside and out

will it ever stop?

I feel more and more guilt

as each day goes by,

for all the pain and hurt I have caused.

My tears will flow

and I can't stop it.

Will I ever get forgiveness?

Will I ever forgive myself?

How do I stop the hurt?

I've learned from my mistakes

but does that matter anymore?

My tears are flowing all the time

sometimes out

but mostly in.

I just want the tears to stop!

I'm so sorry for hurting you.

Music Monday --- Scorpions

Music Monday-- Scorpions "Wind of Change"

I loved this song since it came out.

Come join Music Monday and share your songs with us. One simple rule, leave ONLY the actual post link here. You can grab this code at LJL Please note these links are STRICTLY for Music Monday participants only. All others will be deleted.

Possy

We have gained a neighbors cat. She cracks us up and yes we told the neighbors that we have her. They don't seem to mind. She followed our daughter and me inside one day when it was cold and she hasn't left. The cat's name is Possy. She is real loveable and no matter what our kids do to her she lets them. She will go to the door to outside and scratch the door to come back in. We got her some food and a litter box so now she stays in more than she is out. She plays, eats sleeps and loves her belly rubbed. Possy is starting to become part of our family. I finally asked the neighbor how they came up with her name and they said that she looked like a oppossum when she was born. I actually think she is good for me with my fight against my depression. I guess there is something about us that she likes. Before she came inside she would sleep on our porch when it rained or snowed or she would get through the open window of randy's car or my car and sleep. Possy definately has a personality of her own. Here's a couple of pictures I managed to get of her.